March 23rd, 2005
a question..
i want to beat someone to death..
i want that someone to experience pain..
i want his bones to shatter and break..
i want his muscles to twitch in agony..
i want to release this frustration..
i want to hold my emotions inside..
i want it to stop right at this very moment..
but man does not always get what he wants..
instead, he gets what is right for him..
eventhough oftentimes, what is right hurts..
i can never beat someone to death..
pain is temporary, pain makes a man stronger...
agony and suffering are always here to stay..
i can never pass this frustration to someone i dont know..
i never did hold this emotion, tears are still falling up to now..
i believe crying is a sign of weakness, and i am that..
the storm has stopped, but only because of the eye..
it shall strike again, more forceful than before..
why do i have to cry like this when i am assured of everything?
March 21st, 2005
gradball..kamo..
bago pumasok sa skul... wala lang.. entry muna..
gradball pala namin kahapon.. hayyy...T_T
March 18th, 2005
all over again.. definitely..
im falling in love all over again..
with the same girl i fell in love with at the start of SY 2004 - 2005..
my happiness is beyond my being tired, sleepy and wasted..
dont you wish that every single day of your life you're like this..
without a care in the world, only wishing this day would never end..
sometimes i think im not worthy enough for her..but so what..
we love each other.. thats that..
im so thankful she's there for me everyday..
through my ups and downs..
through those times na kinocompare ako sa isang aso.. tulad kanina..
to the person i love the most..
charry.. i love you so much.. thanks for everything..
March 13th, 2005
sprite..
change is inevitable.. but there is a big question mark to that...
although it is a fact that change is the only thing that is constant in this world, and we must change and adapt in order to survive, but in some instances, the change we undergo do not fit our lifestyles, sure, who undergoes a perfect transition, but others, deep down inside, they know they werent the ones they changed into, like a caterpillar, changing into a pupa against its will..
ayoko nang palawakin pa to.. baka maymagreact pa kasi.. magpakatotoo na sana kayo..